Travis Medina

What just happened?

What just happened?

Today SSSSSUCKED… But there is JOY in my heart, and they can’t take that away. They can NEVER take that away.

Stream of consciousness song- ready go!

“I’ve lost my head again, I can’t remember when, Ive felt like this before, But I don’t anymore…

..I’ve lost, my mind Can’t seem, to find it and I wonder, If it’s floating around here somewhere..

…I’ve lost control, I fear my soul is slipping under, So under is where i’ll go…”

This the face of “I am ready to give up//I am NEVER giving up.”

Future Me’s

Note to selfs: “3pm Me”, you’re really gonna hate “3am Me” for what we’re about to do. It’s gotta be done, big bro. The consolation is that “30 year from now Me” probably is gonna be really stoked.

4 month sham

I said goodbye to a 4 month relationship last night, that could very well have been a total sham. A giant waste of time/money/effort/and heart.. But not a TOTAL waste. I learned something valuable:

I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR HEARTLESS WOMEN. HEART UP AND LOVE ME TILL IT HURTS OR GTFO. KNOW I’M BUSY DOING THE SAME.

How is it that the brain/heart situation can cause a person to feel so many things at once?
I’m so PISSED you’re leaving. I’m also the happiest I’ve ever felt FOR anyone before, I’ve never seen someone take such a big risk to do what it is they think they’re here to do. Makes me proud to know you. Makes me really proud to think I could be the only thing you’ll miss.

Who could’ve known all those years ago, we’d be saying “goodbye” “so long” like this? That all of those nights and shows and talks and musings… all that would draw to a close and you’d shake the dust of this town off your boots, in search of.. more.

I pray you find it. I hope you hold on to it, don’t let it out of your sight. It’s what takes you from me.

If life is a gift, time is a thief.

Goodbye Brother. Words are futile devices.

Please. Love me mercilessly..

Or gtfo.

Rangers vs Angels: Game 1

I realized last night that life can be a lot like a baseball game. I hate to sum up so much by relating life to a stupid game, but sitting there, screaming my head off with thousands of other fans I realized something.

Maybe nobody noticed me, maybe no one heard a word out of me- and I yelled so loud I don’t have a voice this morning.

But no one is going to hear you if you yell nothing at all.

So order another 6 dollar beer and maybe some peanuts, and scream your guts out.

Never..

Never, never, never, never give up.